I like too much. I have often written about how diffused my focus is because there are so many things that interest me. I want to do them all. Add that with wanting to be great at all that I do, and I hvae a recipe for failure. I can not be supermom or superanything. Superheroes are fictional. When will I learn?

I think right now I want to get my home and family life in order. Clean up the house, repair my marriage, raise good children, screw my head on straight. I will focus on being a good wife, mom, housewife, and person. I was going in that direction and kind of dropped the ball in the past week to ten days. I haven't even looked at my ToDo list in two weeks. The dining room table is piling up again--a sure sign of my fall from domestic grace. I'll start with dinner tonight.

I do feel good about how I'm eating and exercising. I am so happy John is focused on eating better too, because that makes it much easier for me to to do it. In fact, his change puts pressure on me to do better. I don't want to sabotage him, and I do want to improve myself too.

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