John came over as expected, and we talked a while. I was so upset at first. The same emotions of the whole day spilled over, and I so wish I would have handled it better, but I did calm down. We really talked. No fighting. Once I was less overwhelmed and desperate, it was pretty good. I'm going to take all of it and my horrible day to counseling tomorrow and see if I can work through some of the confusion I have.

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